Pop Stars Need To Get Older Because I’m Starting To Hate Myself

I thought that I'd be cooking paella with Kirsten Dunst and Cameron Diaz by now.

Hello, I’m Ryan. I work a shitty day job and in between serving yuppies caramel macchiatos and wiping smeared ketchup off plates, I daydream and fanboy over today’s musicians.

Pop Stars Need To Get Older Because I’m Starting To Hate Myself

I’ve been getting old for a while now. I wish I could put a stop to it. The older I get, the more pressure there is to have actively achieved something. Despite my arguments with my landlord, a blog post on a website doesn’t pay the rent. Adjectives aren’t legal tender. I get nostalgic and depressed whenever anyone plays that fucking Baz Luhrmann song and I can’t help but think how being young was way better. Toddlers don’t get W-2s. They get someone to wipe their ass for them.

At the age of 14, I played in a band. I chose bass because it’s easy and you don’t have to do much. We were called Maths Watch!!! and we wrote a song with the lyrics “Legs like sticks, she likes the dicks.” It was about an emaciated, yet beautiful, goddess who knew about Woody Allen films and liked Bob Dylan. She made the track her profile song on MySpace and I felt like we were on our way to stardom. It felt like we were going to make it.

I was in my early teens and today felt like a lifetime away. I thought that by now, I’d be living in an apartment in Manhattan cooking paella for a young Kirsten Dunst and Cameron Diaz. I’d swap sweaters with James Franco and in the evening, I’d watch Road Wars with a stoned Jake Gyllenhall. Sandy Cohen would sing "Hit Me With Your Best Shot" at my wedding. Macaulay Culkin would be our pageboy.

This never happened, of course. My band didn’t leave the garage. Instead, I make Excel spreadsheets about gas payments and cry into overmicrowaved ready-meals, sobbing because my parents don’t know what web 2.0 is and they can’t be proud of me.

I’m bitter and I’m going to blame it on the pop stars. They’re so young nowadays, and they’re making us all look bad.

Bieber, bless his heart, is probably still figuring out that condoms come in different flavors. Yet, he drives a $100,000 car and can say ridiculous phrases like “Swaggy” without sounding like a dick. He ashes blunts whilst the rest of us cry about our overdrafts.

Hey, Hanson, can we go rollerblading again together soon? We could braid our hair and drink slush puppies whilst listening to Len. Oh, and speaking of hair—where do you guys get your conditioner? You should start your own brand. I’d buy it. I’m a firm believer in "MMMbop." It should be a hymn set to the sound of before-work showers. I actually listened to this song the other morning and I nearly cried. It was SO good.

Obviously, this was 16 years ago. Now, these guys look like THIS!

Oops. I Googled this picture in the hope that they did a John Travolta. Turns out they’re still hunks.

Selfish bastards.

The modern day equivalent—if we’re talking age—is Willow Smith: ayoung girl so successful that she makes my 6th grade biology final project seem as unimpressive as opening a Capri Sun. Morally, though, should she be allowed to be so successful? Thanks to her ~music career~ the Internet is discussing the sexual orientation of a 12-year-old. Pursuit of Happyness lied. Will Smith isn't a good parent.

It’s not just the Pepsi Cola David Guetta-sponsored pop world, though. Somehow, everyone/everywhere is really young. The other day I learned that Joey Bada$$ is 17. 17! When I was 17, I was learning to drive. Meanwhile, Mr. Bada$$ has been balling about huffing shotties and recording, umm, FOUR mixtapes.

Alongside Joey and Willow, we’ve got the likes of Azealia, Mac Miller, Miley Cyrus, Yuck, One Direction, Angel Haze, Earl Sweatshirt, King Krule, Reijie Snow and others who are all making the average person’s achievements look like banal grey color swatches at Ikea.

There needs to be a referendum on the age of pop stars. I’m starting to hate myself because I don't have a world famous mixtape or 352,000 followers on Twitter. I've almost finished my degree, but it's hardly 12 Teen Choice Awards. (Hiiiiya Justin!)

Perhaps the only shimmer of hope for perpetual teenage media types lives on in Carly Rae Jepsen. A 2013 Shania Twain, who, at the Schloer drinking age of 27, recorded the best pop song known to man. Although, I’m betting that "Call Me Maybe" wasn’t written about a meeting with Bank of America for a savings account.

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